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January 29. Happy birthday, Oprah! Okay. It IS her birthday, but more importantly, it's also mine. I am now 21, gawd. Nothing much has changed. Justin's still trying to win me back, I'm still the same happy-go-lucky freak magnet, my parents are still there, my brother is still an unfathomable bed-spacer, some institutions [which shall remain unnamed] are still perfect models of incompetence. Oh but new friends have come up, and some old ones, too. A few of my casual friends have become good ones. It's really funny. They used to think I was an unreachable snob, but then they realized I was just a goof. I'm sorry if sometimes it seems like I'm being sarcastic, but I guess that's just how I talk. It's actually flattering though that some of them think I'm intimidating. Well, I can live with that. It won't take long till they find out how easy it is to win me, anyway. Haha. I love you guys, really. I may not show it, but I care a lot. Totally OT, I haven't been updating. I guess I really haven't felt like writing lately. Don't worry, I'll be updating soon. [intended for the "imaginary people" who read my journal] It'll be an uber long post, since I'm going to include almost 3 months worth of events. Prepare to kill your eyes.

Dino, Francis, Karen, Gizmo, Jason B., Dennis, Noel L., Merc, Ian D., JB, Maybelline, Rei, Dddy Peds, Lorraine, Gladwin, Nino, Paul, Michael M., Adrian, Michael L., Krissy, Benj, Tito Oscar, Mikel, Bernie, Albert, Elmer, JS, Mary, Jammer, Noel M., Ian G., Kiane, Marq, Peter, Ryan T., Stephen, Tita Offie, Uriel, Joy & Jeremy, Vince, Marc, Ernie, Dart, Andy, Jadyl, Diane, Ate Armie, Kuya Fran, Garrick, Karl, Carlo, Eggie, my Aunts, Uncles, & Cousins, everyone. Okay, these names were all I could think of for now, since I'm in a hurry-- but there's more. Please don't feel bad if you're not here. It's not in any particular order, by the way.

Congratulations Dart! You are now an architect! This post is backdated, but Dart became an architect -- February 07, 2006. I won't forget this, "Cheska!!!! Architect na ko!!!!" Haha 11:25:30. Good for you. This makes me dream of the day I'll be telling all my friends that I'm already a doctor. Wishful thinking. :)

Justin, thanks for the effort. But you do know that it'll take more than the usual, and a really long time before I get over everything. Consistency, sincerity, & dedication combo = key. It wouldn't be so bad to have an extra dose of maturity either. Don't worry. You know me, I'm not cruel. I do appreciate it that you're taking every humiliation that comes your way, just for me. I also see the changes you've made. I hope it lasts, this time around. Just don't expect me to be another one of them, wokay? :D